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It was just a coincidence. Meeting you.
But because it was just a coincidence, I had no intention of holding on. Living in this insignificant world, I realized that things just don't fit my hand. Because the environment doesn't allow for that.
I've been experiencing misfortune since I was young, and violence was rampant in my home and school. I was accustomed to endless falling. Happiness I'd only heard of. No matter how hard I struggled, there were things I couldn't even touch with my fingertips. I just kept holding on.
It's time to let go.
I slowly got up. I stumbled up to the roof of the building to turn around. My broken mind floated in the air. At the very moment my impoverished body tilted, I was accidentally discovered by you. Embraced tightly, I was instantly plunged into life.
I can't tell you how many resentments I held onto you. I poured out my sorrow as if my misfortune was yours. You didn't comfort me. You simply continued to embrace me. The warmth radiating from that silence, where it met, drained my emotions and filled my emptiness. I couldn't push it away any longer and had no choice but to embrace you. It was a warmth I longed for so desperately.
How warm a human embrace can be. So cozy and affectionate. I melted helplessly in the lukewarm warmth. My heart ached. Even afterward, I couldn't forget that pain. I touched the number you left me over and over again, and when I called, you readily answered.
Affectionate, knowing when to smile. I couldn't remember what kind of love I had expressed to you back then. The most vivid images were my trembling hands and the floor tile pattern I stared at intently. I was glad you accepted me.
The more I loved you, the more I realized what kind of person you were. You were sincere. That's why I was always afraid. I imagined you would leave someday.
Every time I stroked and caressed you, I felt my happiness fading away. It seemed as if our end was in sight. You, too, would leave. I'm not an upright person, and this wasn't the right kind of love, so it was destined to only get worse.
Still, I hoped you would stay. I was incredibly selfish. I wanted you to be happy, but I also didn't want to experience loneliness. Whenever I was lost and despairing, you always held me. Why on earth?
I'm always anxious. I wonder if you're not tired. Am I still your lover? Is my love less than pity?